Chapter 3 - The Friend Who Wanted Her Life
Lily called forty-seven times over the next two days.
Sarah did not answer.
The messages began apologetic.
PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN.
Then defensive.
MICHAEL TOLD ME YOU TWO WERE DONE.
Then cruel.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUR MARRIAGE WAS LIKE FROM THE OUTSIDE.
Finally, desperate.
HE SAID HE LOVED ME.
Sarah read every message once.
Then she gave them to Rebecca.
There was no comfort in knowing Lily had been lied to too.
Lily knew Sarah was pregnant.
She knew Sarah had spent Thanksgiving cooking alone.
She knew Michael was still living in the apartment, still wearing a wedding ring, still telling Sarah they were working through a difficult period.
Maybe Michael had manipulated Lily.
But Lily had willingly participated in the lie.
And that was enough.
Three days later, Lily appeared at Sarah’s apartment.
The doorman called upstairs.
“Ms. Miller, there is a woman here saying she is your friend.”
Sarah looked toward the door.
Then at the bassinet her sister had placed in the nursery early, “just in case.”
“No,” Sarah said. “She is not.”
But Lily had seen the building’s lobby through the glass doors. She knew Sarah was home.
So she waited.
For twenty minutes.
Then thirty.
Finally, Sarah went downstairs.
Not alone.
Rebecca stood beside her.
Lily looked exhausted. Her hair was pulled into a loose knot, and her makeup had been washed away by tears. For a second, Sarah remembered the nineteen-year-old girl who shared ramen noodles with her in college and held her hand at their graduation.
Then she remembered the hotel room.
“You came,” Lily whispered.
“I came downstairs,” Sarah said. “That is not the same thing.”
Lily began crying.
“I did not know he would abandon you on Thanksgiving.”
“You knew he was supposed to be with me.”
“He said you told him to go.”
“I did not.”
“He said your marriage was already over.”
“He filed no divorce papers. He still slept in my home. He still came to appointments. He still kissed my stomach when nobody was watching.”
Lily covered her face.
“I loved him.”
Sarah’s voice became quiet.
“So did I.”
The lobby went still.
Lily lowered her hands.
“I thought he would leave you.”
“He did. For a hotel suite.”
“No,” Lily whispered. “He said he would build a future with me.”
Sarah looked at her.
“And what did he build it with?”
Lily did not answer.
Rebecca handed her a printed report.
The transfer records.
The false invoices.
The loan applications.
The bank documents.
Lily’s hands began shaking as she read.
“I did not know about this money.”
“But you accepted the apartment.”
“He said it was his.”
“He said the same thing about my life.”
Lily stared at the documents.
Then she looked at Sarah with something close to horror.
“What is going to happen?”
Sarah thought about that question.
For months, she had waited for Michael to worry about what would happen to her.
Now Lily was asking Sarah to save her from consequences.
“I do not know,” Sarah said. “But you need your own lawyer.”
Lily’s mouth trembled.
“Can you forgive me?”
Sarah looked at the woman who had been like a sister.
“I may forgive you someday,” she said. “But I will not make you comfortable while you learn what you did.”
Then she turned and walked away.
That night, Michael’s company announced an internal review.
Someone had reported unusual financial activity involving executive accounts and undisclosed consulting relationships.
Michael called Sarah immediately.
“This is your fault,” he said.
“No,” Sarah replied. “It is your paperwork.”
“You are going to destroy my career.”
“You used our daughter’s future to pay for your affair.”
“It was not for the affair.”
“What was it for?”
Silence.
Then Michael said, “You are trying to punish me.”
Sarah stood in the nursery doorway.
Moonlight crossed the crib.
“I am trying to protect myself.”
“You have no idea what you are doing.”
For once, Sarah did not cry when he said it.
“I know exactly what I am doing.”
Then she ended the call.
At her next prenatal appointment, the doctor told Sarah that the baby was healthy.
A strong heartbeat.
Good growth.
No sign that the stress had harmed her.
Sarah cried in the examination room.
Not from sadness.
From relief.
The nurse handed her tissues.
“Is the father here?” she asked gently.
Sarah looked at the empty chair beside her.
Then she looked at the screen where her daughter moved and stretched.
“No,” she said.
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“But we are okay.”
And she meant it.
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